I haven’t cried in weeks.
Today I keep tearing up.
I don’t even know why.
It just hurts today.
Next wednesday will be 2 months.
I don’t even know how things have gotten this bad.
I can’t even begin to explain how awful I feel today.
I knew they would be days like today that I’d miss you.
Thats how break-ups work..
you have good days & you have bad days.
I don’t understand how you can just not want to be a part of Braylens life.
I understand not wanting me.
but, hes just a baby.
He needs you. Ten times more than I do.
He is learning and doing new stuff everyday & I can’t even share it with you anymore.
People get tired of my nagging, but they don’t understand.
I’m 16 years old. Dealing with an Adult situation.
I have a child with someone who could care less about either one of us.
Who would rather wake up next to a girl who can’t even recite the people shes slept with.
Who would rather take care of a child he has no relation to him than the child he created and watched grow inside of me.
I just don’t understand.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
